I climbed today. I made it to the first clip. I know that is meaningless to you, but it is significant to me. It's been a little bit of a goal. Despite what is going on at work, which I won't bother talking about, I've been managing to climb twice a week. I notice such a big difference when I climb twice a week as opposed to once. Anyway, it was my best climb to date.
Other than that, I don't have much to say. I don't want to complain about work so I'm just not saying anything.
It's almost my AA anniversary. 5 years. Wow. December 14th. I'll go home for it - so I can spend it with the people who were there when I first showed up. I can't wait to see them.
"We gain strength, and courage, and confidence by each experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face... we must do that which we think we cannot." Eleanor Roosevelt
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 06, 2010
14,000 calories I didn't eat
Hi folks. I am back. Sorry for going MIA for a while - I just don't have much to say. I still don't, but I'll try. I didn't really realize how long it has been since I last posted. The only things I have had to say in the past 3 weeks would come out as complaints about my job and I am trying really hard not to write about that. I can tell you though that nothing has changed. In my mind, things are maybe worse. Can't tell really. There is a lot going on there though and I am extremely busy.
I am doing this wacky diet. If you know me in real life just zip it - I know what you are thinking. But I have gained like 15 pounds in the past few years (I think it is a combination of taking medication and sitting on my ass all day). And no, you wouldn't be able to tell by looking at me most likely and yes that means I am probably at a normal weight for my height, but, my preference is to be slightly underweight. I am not going for anorexic looking or anything. I just want to go back down to my preferred weight. So I did this diet for 2 weeks as an experiment just to see what I would lose. I only lost 4 pounds in 2 weeks. I was disappointed. I thought for sure I could get six out of it. But then again I am already pretty thin so it takes longer to lose weight because it doesn't take as many calories to maintain my body weight. I am going for two more weeks to see if I can get 4 more pounds. I admit that I have cheated a little so maybe I would lose a little more if I stop cheating.
And then I thought about it. 3500 calories equals one pound of fat. That means in two weeks I cut 14,000 calories out of my diet. What the hell was I eating before.
I am doing this wacky diet. If you know me in real life just zip it - I know what you are thinking. But I have gained like 15 pounds in the past few years (I think it is a combination of taking medication and sitting on my ass all day). And no, you wouldn't be able to tell by looking at me most likely and yes that means I am probably at a normal weight for my height, but, my preference is to be slightly underweight. I am not going for anorexic looking or anything. I just want to go back down to my preferred weight. So I did this diet for 2 weeks as an experiment just to see what I would lose. I only lost 4 pounds in 2 weeks. I was disappointed. I thought for sure I could get six out of it. But then again I am already pretty thin so it takes longer to lose weight because it doesn't take as many calories to maintain my body weight. I am going for two more weeks to see if I can get 4 more pounds. I admit that I have cheated a little so maybe I would lose a little more if I stop cheating.
And then I thought about it. 3500 calories equals one pound of fat. That means in two weeks I cut 14,000 calories out of my diet. What the hell was I eating before.
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