And thus commences the day of nothing

I think anyway.  I did a lot yesterday.  There was just one thing on my list that I didn't do and I am just not sure I am going to be able to get myself to do it.  The most I might do today is go get my computer out of the car and pretend to look at what I could do today but what I won't.  Sorry I didn't post from Vermont.  I didn't have a chance to.  I didn't really realize how long it has been since I posted.  I can't say anything has happened anyway though

The visit to Vermont was nice, but I was admittedly stressed out because of work and it detracted from it a bit.  I had a lot of fun but it would have been more fun if I hadn't been stressed out over work.  Every time I go out of town something happens at work that threatens to ruin it.  It happens every time without fail.

I am going to a conference on Tuesday through Friday this week which I completely do not want to do.  All a conference is for me is a loss of billable time.  But I am ending the week with a trip to NY to visit my good friend Nina so I am looking forward to that.

My dad and his girlfriend drove out to Vermont so that was nice.  My dad told me after the fact how much fun he had.

I know this is a boring post, aren't they all though - but I just have nothing to talk about.

Nothing has changed

I haven't posted in a while.  Nothing has happened.  Nothing has changed.  Nothing has changed at work and nothing has changed about the way I feel about work, except that it has dawned on me how little they actually value me after all.  They are obviously operating under the assumption that no matter how they treat me and regardless of whether they will let me move, I am going to stick around anyway.  Well it's a faulty assumption.  It is also clear to me after the last week or so that they are completely clueless.

The job in NY still hasn't rejected me but they haven't called either.  I keep telling myself that it's just taking a long time for them to call because it is such a huge company.  And I keep telling myself - if you want something bad enough, you can get it.  I think I can get this job if they would just call.

In the mean time I feel trapped.  Nearly everyone tells me that I shouldn't quit without another job.  But damn, it is hard to hang on when you are this miserable.

Anyway, I am headed off to Vermont to visit my brother and his family.  My dad and his girlfriend are there as well.  Hopefully there will be lots of fun, and if the weather cooperates, a little rock climbing.  See you when I get there.

Not the best form ever

This is the overhang that plagued me for so long.  This isn't the best form going over it.  I've been told that anywhere you can put your knee you can put your foot.  No wonder my knee is bruised.  Anyway, this overhang is no longer my enemy at the climbing wall, I have moved on to more difficult things.  And that's my friend narrating.

Fingers crossed!

Still not rejected.