I haven't posted in a while. Nothing has happened. Nothing has changed. Nothing has changed at work and nothing has changed about the way I feel about work, except that it has dawned on me how little they actually value me after all. They are obviously operating under the assumption that no matter how they treat me and regardless of whether they will let me move, I am going to stick around anyway. Well it's a faulty assumption. It is also clear to me after the last week or so that they are completely clueless.
The job in NY still hasn't rejected me but they haven't called either. I keep telling myself that it's just taking a long time for them to call because it is such a huge company. And I keep telling myself - if you want something bad enough, you can get it. I think I can get this job if they would just call.
In the mean time I feel trapped. Nearly everyone tells me that I shouldn't quit without another job. But damn, it is hard to hang on when you are this miserable.
Anyway, I am headed off to Vermont to visit my brother and his family. My dad and his girlfriend are there as well. Hopefully there will be lots of fun, and if the weather cooperates, a little rock climbing. See you when I get there.
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