Sunday, May 06, 2012
Is this how I am supposed to feel?
I have no problem admitting that I don't know how I am supposed to feel right now. I wish I had someone who could tell me - yes, this is exactly right. It's perfectly acceptable to freak the fuck out right before your person, who just moved, you know, across the world to be with you, arrives. But I don't have anyone to tell me that so I am just guessing at what normal is right now I suppose. And maybe when I meet him at the airport and see him, all of the nerves will go away, it will all just, you know, make sense again? Anyway, he knows I have a blog but I have decided to keep it private. He doesn't care and for me, well, I think I need to keep this place for myself. So, I'll be posting very soon, and uh, wish me luck!
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I think that you are supposed to feel however you do feel. There isn't a right or wrong here. It is a huge change and I think if you just give yourself some time it will all work out. But...I would be freaking out too :-) Sorry I missed your call but call me or text if you want or get a chance(also because i am going to be dying to know!)
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