3.1

I hate that this is all a numbers game.  3.1 is what I would have to bill this weekend to "be on track" for making up the hours by April 30th.  Seriously, is he kidding?  The thing is, life is short and in the scheme of things, it doesn't matter if I work my ass off for the next 4 months to bill these hours.  I just don't want to do it.  I want to go climbing after work and have some down time.  We had slow months where I had almost nothing to do.  That's why my hours are what they are.  It's not because I was lazy, or didn't try or didn't work.  Working the way he wants me to work is not sustainable for 4 months.  I could do it for maybe 2 tops.  But not 4.  I guess I could have one really late night a week - then maybe I could do it?  Who knows.  I can't decide.