I am trying to leave London with a positive attitude instead of sad. But I am of course incredibly sad. I mentioned regret and I am trying to look ahead and not back because what I have lost feels so unbelievably overwhelming. I'm really just sad about it. I don't know how else to describe it other than that I am terribly sad. Sixteen years have passed and I had been wrong. I don't know how to describe what that feels like.
But all is not lost I guess. I have now right? That's what I keep telling myself anyway. It's about the now and the next chapter of my life.
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