I am finally on my way back to NY. I can't wait to get home. It has been a long and weird 10 days. Good in some ways bad in others. Mostly a disappointment.
Although I was physically in Michigan I don't feel like I was emotionally there at all. I'm feeling numbed out, disconnected, not in tune with myself at all. Perhaps it is because my attention was so completely outwardly focused this trip. I didn't even get to many meetings like I normally do.
I'm also having a bit of a crisis with my AA program it feels like. I think I mentioned the other day that my faith seems to be lacking. I think I have lost it entirely.
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