A call for help

To any of you out there who are reading this...I need you to pray for me.

I am constantly overwhelmed by this fear of getting cancer again - basically because I know that if it spreads, there is not much they can do - they have basically done the best that they can. Rather than let my mind get way ahead of myself - I'm not going to say anymore about the details - I am trying not to focus on it.

Anyway, I have this pain in my rib cage that comes and goes for the most part. Though I can never quite tell if it goes away completely. They keep telling me that if it goes away then it's nothing. I think it goes away - but I'm not sure. It hurts pretty bad, but then again, I've been poking it lately. So, to alleviate what has become paralyzing anxiety, my doctor is going to order a scan to be sure there is nothing there.

If there is nothing there, this of course will do wonders to alleviate my fear. If there is something there, well, best not to go there.

So, if you are so inclined - I need you to pray for me.

Thanks.