Sorry it's been so long since I posted - a week I think. I just haven't felt like it. There have been things that I have wanted to post about, but I just haven't been able to get myself to sit down and write. I guess I've been in a bit of a bad mood this past week. Not even unhappy - disgruntled is more like it. Irritable, annoyed, at everything. There are things going on at work that I am upset about or worried about and I've been having some kind of well, shall we say, anger towards my old sponsor here. I've refrained from posting about it because you know, it would be so un-AA of me to rant about it - but you know what, fuck it. It's my blog, I'll vent about whatever the hell I want and if you don't like the fact that I'm ranting about my old sponsor's behavior, instead of keeping the focus on myself, as AA would tell me to do - well, don't bother telling me that, and you know, just don't read if you don't like it.
Wow, well, can you tell what kind of mood I'm in?
I'm off to do something I don't want to do...more on that and everything else later tonight...I promise.
4 comments:
Nu? So where's the actual vent?
Will check back tonight. I hope whatever you have to do today isn't that awful, or that you can find a suitable reward for yourself after.
Yeah, I second Julia. Where's the vent? (I like vents)
Yeah what about the venting part???
I totally understand. I am in a mood right now too. I think we have these days to realize the good days.
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