Yesterday I was writing a post about how I was feeling totally relieved, laid back, totally chilled out, no anxiety, no worry about work, now worry about my vacation. Well that didn't last. I mean it was great while it lasted. I thought, this must be how normal people feel on a average day. It's really unusual for me to feel relief in advance. Usually it takes a couple of days before I feel relieved and decompress. Sometimes the relieved feeling never comes. It was awesome, it was like pre-relief.
Anyway, I guess I am more anxious about this trip than I am about work tomorrow. I mean, I have X number of things to do tomorrow and approximately 8 hours to do it in. I did work a bit this weekend to try to get a few mindless things done so tomorrow wouldn't be quite as bad. But I am having a hard time motivating myself today to do any work. I did do most of my packing so that's good. Really I just feel restless. I feel like organizing things and throwing things away. I am having a hard time just sitting here.
So I leave in two days - early Tuesday morning. The whole trip is planned. I am going rock climbing on Wednesday, the day after I get there. Everything is all set. Why the hell am I anxious about going to a spa? I'll never understand that. I think it's just that traveling stresses me out until I get to my destination.
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